The Penelope Story
The Penelope Story
A Memory from Sunset Harbor Road, Summerfield, Florida
By Edil Rentas Casiano
There is a corner near Sunset Harbor Road in Summerfield, Florida, that I know the way you know a place you've driven through a thousand times without ever stopping — not a destination, but a passage. A place you move through on the way to somewhere else.
For nearly three years, we drove that road every day to visit our son.
And every day, she was there.
She sat at the corner with the particular stillness of someone who has decided, without explanation, that this is where she belongs. It didn't matter the weather. On mornings when the Florida heat pressed down like a hand on the back of your neck, she was there. On afternoons when summer rain swept across the road in silver curtains, she was there. On the occasional cold mornings that catch you off guard in Central Florida, when people dig out jackets they'd forgotten they owned — she was there.
She was not homeless. You could tell. Her clothes changed with the days, always neat, always considered. She was not asking for anything. She was not selling anything. She simply sat at that corner the way certain people occupy a space — completely, and without apology.
And she waved.
To every car that passed. Every single one. A wave that was not desperate or performative, but easy and familiar, as if she knew you — or perhaps as if knowing you was beside the point. Some days I saw her talking to people who stopped — brief conversations, the kind that leave no record. What she said to them, I never knew.
— ✦ —
My wife Lucy is the one who named her.
It was a cold morning — one of those Summerfield mornings that remind you winter exists even in Florida. We came around toward Sunset Harbor Road and there she was, as always. But that morning her hair was down. Long, blondish, loose over her shoulders. And she had a scarf wrapped around her neck, one of those long ones that fall in two directions, front and back, moving slightly in the cold air.
"She looks just like Penelope," Lucy said.
Penelope. From Scooby-Doo. The scarf, the hair, the quiet elegance of someone who always seemed to know something the others didn't.
I laughed. And from that morning on, she was Penelope to us.
Did you see Penelope today? Lucy would ask, if I had driven that way alone.
She was there, I'd say. Waving.
And that was enough. That was its own small comfort — the way certain constants become anchors without you realizing it. You don't know you're relying on something until it's gone.
— ✦ —
I must confess something.
In all those months and years of driving past her, I never stopped. I was tempted — many times. I would ask myself, what is her story? Was she waiting for a lost love? A family member who had gone away and not come back? A friend who had parted from her life under circumstances she could not accept? She always sat so patiently, waving at strangers as if each passing car might be the one she was looking for.
But I never stopped. I told myself I was busy, that it wasn't my place, that some stories are private. But the truth, if I am honest with myself, is that I was afraid. Afraid of knowing. Afraid of getting involved. Afraid that her real story might be heavier than I was prepared to carry.
I drove past, day after day, and she waved, and I let myself believe that was enough.
— ✦ —
Then came the night I almost didn't see her in time.
It was late — close to one in the morning. I had taken my daughter-in-law to the emergency room and was driving her home before making the long dark trip back myself. I turned west onto Sunset Harbor Road, that familiar stretch with no streetlights, where the darkness is absolute and the road belongs entirely to whatever is in your headlights.
She appeared without warning.
She was walking along the right edge of the pavement — not on the grass, but on the pavement itself, dressed entirely in black. The road swallowed everything else. I saw her for only a fraction of a second before instinct took over, and I yanked the wheel hard to the left. The car swerved. My heart dropped to my feet.
When I steadied the car and looked in the mirror, there was only darkness behind me.
I had warned Lucy many times about those roads — be careful at night, people walk on the sides, you can't see them until it's too late. I had said those words standing in daylight, in the abstract way we speak about dangers that haven't touched us yet.
Now I had nearly touched her.
I knew it was Penelope. In that fraction of a second, in the dark, I recognized her frame, her walk, something ineffable that three years of passing had written into my memory without my knowing. I drove the rest of the way home shaken, and I didn't tell Lucy that night. Some things you need to hold alone for a while before they become words.
— ✦ —
A few days passed after Thanksgiving of 2025 before I noticed she wasn't there.
At first I thought nothing of it. A holiday weekend. Perhaps she had gone somewhere, perhaps she had family after all, perhaps the corner had simply given her a few days off. But Monday came, and Tuesday, and the corner near Sunset Harbor Road held only what corners hold — asphalt and shade and the indifferent passage of cars.
We missed her. It surprised me, how much — this woman whose real name we didn't know, whose story we had never asked for, who had simply been a wave and a presence on a road we traveled out of love for someone else. But absence has a weight all its own, and her absence had weight.
Then the cross appeared.
Small at first, and something written on it that I couldn't make out from the car at speed. Then flowers. Then a teddy bear. Then more flowers, accumulating the way offerings accumulate when a community grieves without a formal place to put its grief.
We understood then, without needing to be told.
Penelope had found her way to her final destination.
— ✦ —
I searched for her the way you search for someone you should have known better. News reports. Obituaries. The quiet digital records of a life ending. And I found it — a report that a woman had been struck and killed by a car, a few miles north of Sunset Harbor Road, the weekend after Thanksgiving.
The weekend I thought she had simply gone somewhere for the holiday.
The grief was strange — personal in a way that surprised me, for a woman I had never spoken to, never stopped for, never given anything more than a glance from a moving car. But grief doesn't always follow the lines of what we have a right to feel. Sometimes it claims you anyway.
I felt guilty. I still do. Not for her death — that was not mine to prevent. But for all the times I drove past and told myself I'd stop another day. For all the questions I never asked. For the story I was too cautious, too busy, too afraid to hear.
— ✦ —
One day recently, with no cars behind me, I pulled over at her corner.
I took a picture with my phone of the small memorial that had grown there — the cross, the flowers, the worn teddy bear keeping its patient watch. When I got home and expanded the image, I could finally read what was written on the cross.
Jewelee. Rest in Peace.
Her name was Jewelee.
Not Penelope — that was Lucy's gift to her, a name born of a cold morning and a long scarf and a wife's tender imagination. Jewelee was the name her people called her. The name on her cross. The name that belongs to whatever story she carried to that corner every day for three years and never told anyone who drove past.
I don't know if I'll ever know that story. I don't know who she was waiting for, or if she was waiting at all — perhaps she was simply being, in the fullest sense, in the only way she knew how. Perhaps the corner was not a vigil but a home. Perhaps the waving was not a search but a gift, freely given to strangers who didn't know they needed it.
— ✦ —
She was obviously loved. The memorial at her corner told that story plainly — the flowers that kept coming, the sunflowers standing tall in the Florida sun, the small white cross, the teddy bear placed by someone whose heart needed to leave something behind. These were not the offerings of one person. They were the offerings of a community that had watched her, day after day, and felt the shape of her absence when she was gone. People who, like us, had never stopped — but had never forgotten her either.
In our minds, she is still there. On certain mornings, when we turn onto Sunset Harbor Road and the light falls just right, she is still sitting at her corner — patient, still, dressed in something new, her hair down or pinned up, a scarf perhaps trailing in the breeze. And she is waving. At every car. At all of us who passed without stopping, who carried her quietly in our daily routines without ever saying so out loud.
She did not know us. But she waved at us every day. And in that small, repeated gesture — offered freely, to everyone, in the rain and the heat and the cold — she gave us something we didn't know we needed until it was gone.
— ✦ —
So this is for you, Jewelee.
You were Penelope to us — the blond hair loose in the cold, the long scarf worn with flair, the quiet dignity of someone who dressed each day with intention and sat at the edge of the world and waved at every soul that passed.
We were driving to our son's house, all those years. We had our own grief to carry, our own road to travel. And there you were at the corner, every morning and every afternoon, waving — as if to say: I see you. I know you're passing through. Go on. I'll be here.
You were here, until you weren't.
And the corner near Sunset Harbor Road has never looked the same since.
Jewelee — Rest in Peace.
But in our house, you will always be Penelope.
The corner near Sunset Harbor Road, Summerfield, Florida — her memorial, December 2025.
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